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04 February 2009 @ 06:09 pm

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i kind of feel bad for my LJ... i haven't been on here in years... literally. i still remember it all well tho...ok, update on my life-> i'm a senior and i'm probably going to marshall and i am not really sure what God is doing with my life, and honestly, i really really really really really really really really really really really wish i did. i'm so anxious inside. ugh. it's killing me, i wish i didn't have a freak-out trust problem. one day i hope that i won't. he's taken care of me in so many areas of life and still i'm totally ridiculous. i'm insane. ugh. and i need to do something big. something that makes me trust him. i mean i'm not going to jump off of a cliff and say God, I trust you! in mid-air, but idk, i need to stretch myself. i need to be uncomfortable for a while. i need to step out of my bubble and make a difference. i mean, if i died tomorrow, who would really notice. i mean i know some people would but whose life have i really impacted. but it wouldn't even be me, i don't want it to be, i really want it to be God through me. why can't i win souls for the kingdom? o, wait, i know-- because i won't surrender anything. hmm... i can't do this on my own, i have to have him. i have only seen to what i think i can do, what if i saw what He can do. what if his will became my dreams, or better yet, my LIFE. what if i let him?

Current Mood: quixotic

arg.

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23 August 2007 @ 11:08 am

5 days left.

i love summer and i wish it wouldn't end, 3 months is way too short. this summer started out slow and enjoyable, then the pool took over my life and put summer in fast forward, now there are only 5 short days left of the 2007 summer. poo. i hope this school year is the best ever. ever ever. then the next year and next year can keep getting better, but we'll start with the best and go UP from there. yay!
here's a toast to the future. cheers.

Current Mood: hopeful

hopeful

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19 February 2007 @ 04:24 pm

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16 February 2007 @ 04:17 pm

schooooooool's out for the.....

well just for an extended weekend, but it counts. i was planning to do homework when i got home BUT i have not yet done so. o well.... live a little i say. hmm.... i probably should be productive soon as in before 5 for that is when volleyball practice is then after that i go to woodrow, so i probably won't get home until 9 or so which means i won't be able to do any when i get back. well instead of talking about the homework i have to do, i guess i should go and actually do it... meh. p.s. i want to have a sleep over :)

Current Mood: happy

happy

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24 January 2007 @ 12:57 pm

meredith wishes she was an uh jhu,oigjryf6fohupjmijippjimhnuiohyrjimiyt...really she does

once upon a time, while sitting in the computer lab of d-wing, a mere student daniel, meredith sat before a florecent screen only to realize that there was a small lepracon dancing inside.... she looked eagerly as it danced away and eventually out into the real world, the wolrd of humans and among the other daniel, merediths.... to be continued-

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30 November 2006 @ 06:29 pm

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The moonlight drifted softly through the window, tattooing itself across my face. I was lying in my warm bed, unable to sleep, pondering the day I had just conquered. It was the dead of night and I knew I should rest, but there was an image that kept flashing through my mind. It was a face, the face of the boy no one talked to, the one no one ever tried to get to know. In my mind I saw him, he was sitting at lunch, and then standing outside, but during both he was alone. Though many passed by him, they dared not reach out to be a friend to the one who needed then the most. He face was like a geode, a rough stone with no expression, but inside was beautiful if only someone would care enough to seek it.

---------i wrote this for creative writing today and i felt like posting it here... not sure why.

Current Mood: dorky

dorky

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04 November 2006 @ 11:52 pm

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well life lately has been pretty crazy with everything happening with tori's friends (pray for her and their friends and families) and school stuff. volleyball ends next weekend which is when the state tournament is. i'm excited but also bummed it is the same weekend as fall retreat... but o well, there will be more. i went to the soccer game instead of school which was pretty fun, then celebrated sandwich day with those people in the meadow, also fun. ooo nutella hazelnut butter is absolutely amazing!! and is now what i want for election day. ah, election day.. tori's first opportunity to vote = excting
well i'm tired and have quite a busy day planned for tomorrow so i will go and hopefully post again before thanksgiving...... l8r

Current Location: mi casa

Current Mood: content

oi danielson...

Current Music: building429

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20 September 2006 @ 08:11 pm

i LOVE technology.

reason #1 for not updating in forever um i forgot
reason #2 for not updating in forever lack of el computer for the last 3/4 weeks
but it's all good because we got a NEW one! ahh and i like it mucho mucho!!
i still have homework andi'm hungry so i may put this little event on hold whilst i do so.
hmm... did you know that you can do "voice posts" on this wonderful little thing known as livejournal? how i know not nut it is possible... fyi.
ya so i love you and i have a verse to shareth with thee.....
consider it pure joy my brothers when you are faced with trials of many kinds for you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.
~James 1:2-3

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ah, a lemon.

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05 August 2006 @ 10:34 pm

call 911 call 911 CALL 911!!!!!!! :)

my nose feels really funny.... the chlorine is eating it or something because it is unusually dry, or that may be due to the overdose of bug spray to my face... *cough cough* today i was at the pool all day, 11-9:30 which wasn't too bad i guess, i mean at least i didn't have to go in at 8:30. volleyball starts monday and i haven't played for a while but that's ok, i'll get back in the groove very very soon!! i'm excited to play but also excited to see how it will all turn out with the many players and such. but i'm ready for it and i hope it's at least almost as good as last year which was the best season of my life!! i'm not sure if anything could top it but it'd be awesome if every year got better and better... we'll have to see how it all turns out. later gator.

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25 July 2006 @ 02:29 pm

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i never know what to write on here but i do want to write something......

hmm.. i've been taking summer gym which soo boring and long but it's nice to talk to tori she's really changed since she got back from north dakota, it's so awesome! she really wants to live for God and to learn more about him. she is really easy to talk to which i discovered mostly during summer gym which stinks because she's my sister and all but it's been really cool talking to her about everything and listening to her testimony and how she's experienced God. which is something i want more of.... at church last wed. paul was talking about knowledge and about experiencing Him... i decided to be much more willing and to give my comfort zone to God so that i can experience Him more and please Him better. i'm excited for whatever is before me and confident that He will give me the strength to do it.

thanks to all my friends for always being there for me, and for being my sisters and brothers in Christ. I LOVE YOU!!

Current Location: mi casa

Current Mood: happy

happy

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